Cut

Rape my heart
take your pain out on me
insecurities
that only I can see
I promise i am the one to blame
no matter what to me it`s all the same
I carry on in the atonement
buried and bleeding in the moment
don`t hold anything back
Let me take it in
everything will be all right
I`m glad that we are friends
my guts are in my throat and my blood is on the floor
don`t be easy on me I`m sure that I can take some more
behind my eyes the rage is seething
I`m so far gone I`m barely breathing
the cup is half empty the cup is half full
if it makes you feel better i guess I will play the fool
just another court jester
bending backwards from the pressure
lets play a game together
but not doctor or house
It`s a good game when you`re clever
lets call it cat and mouse
chase me with your claws out when you win then we will trade
the cuts always clean when you live on the edge of a blade
it`s just another teeter totter
the inferno only gets hotter
shatter me like porcelain break me like a plate
I can`t even see the lines
is this love or is it hate?